What will a Beliver think, if he is tempted about his addiction

It's quite pathetic, situation, for a Beliver, after addiction to get converted.

we can say, he is a wise person to make such decision, yet again, it's all about our memory, Human memory tends to remember the things which are not to be remembered,
we are like that, we can't find wrong in anything about it,
at this point it's horrible for him to cope up with situations if he is tempted again,
It's good if he worries or struggles a lot with that situation, because out of distress comes little hope towards light,
I like this verse a lot, I almost tried to byhard it, but i'm faling, even it's worth to remember the verse and location in james.
James 1:13-15

(13) Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am tempted by God"; for God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does He Himself tempt anyone. (14) But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. (15) Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.



When i was tempted i look for the Lord for a while, and yeild to temptations,
Because, I didn't understand, what exactly the Faith is, how I can live it,
if we truly live by Faith, it's entirely a different approach, it's horrible to live with it, yeah particularly when no one around knows what Faith is,
but to understand the concept of Faith, we need to spend much time, the more you sin, the more if you are thirst for the Lord means it works in a different way, the more you sin, if you try to give excuse of yourself means it works in a different way.

I feel understanding Faith needs lot of attention, Faith is a feeling of heart, its an action of Heart, when Faith is there Spirit works, you will be at rest, you can clearly see you goal, you know what you are speaking, you know what to say, you can easily analyse a person,situation or anything for that matter.

But yet again, we need to be very careful at this point, because slowly pride will encroach you, we need to see practically of ourself.

I understand, living Faith requires lots of dedicated mind, mostly on earth i feel, if you want to live by Faith, if you find a friend of same depth means it works, else, it's horrible to live with.
You face lots of odd situation for each situation there will be chance to lie.

For this concept, I feel, He need to understand how he is understanding Faith.

And since he is near to death, as stated above in verse, he need to cleanse himself, in reverse direction, conceiving, enticing, desires....

May God bless a Sinner like me and everyone...