Monday, November 29, 2010
Memory problem
As we know that, we can't able to remember the good things more often, only bad things are said to be remembered, since we practice bad things, we won't practice good things, yahoo we got the answer, answer:) practice good until you remember the good things...
Sunday, November 28, 2010
New thoughts in New Location
Often we don't discover that we exists, we just go like that,
but i feel, depending upon the situation, if we tend to be in right place means we will be motivated by it automatically, I'm speaking about be alone in different place, if want to study, if you be at your lab it would be better, rather than thinking to be in bed and operate by your laptop, often we don't think that, at what time we need to be alone and at what place, example: if your house is big, and you might be living with your companion, but almost unknowingly we live with our friends, beloved, or anyone, we tend to spend lot of time with them, but if you spare a little time to be alone, and think what's happening you can get new thoughts which are inspiring or thoughts which would analyze you, else it might be a snowy day, u can just sit and watch snowing alone for a while.
but i feel, depending upon the situation, if we tend to be in right place means we will be motivated by it automatically, I'm speaking about be alone in different place, if want to study, if you be at your lab it would be better, rather than thinking to be in bed and operate by your laptop, often we don't think that, at what time we need to be alone and at what place, example: if your house is big, and you might be living with your companion, but almost unknowingly we live with our friends, beloved, or anyone, we tend to spend lot of time with them, but if you spare a little time to be alone, and think what's happening you can get new thoughts which are inspiring or thoughts which would analyze you, else it might be a snowy day, u can just sit and watch snowing alone for a while.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
What will a Beliver think, if he is tempted about his addiction

It's quite pathetic, situation, for a Beliver, after addiction to get converted.
we can say, he is a wise person to make such decision, yet again, it's all about our memory, Human memory tends to remember the things which are not to be remembered,
we are like that, we can't find wrong in anything about it,
at this point it's horrible for him to cope up with situations if he is tempted again,
It's good if he worries or struggles a lot with that situation, because out of distress comes little hope towards light,
I like this verse a lot, I almost tried to byhard it, but i'm faling, even it's worth to remember the verse and location in james.
James 1:13-15
(13) Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am tempted by God"; for God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does He Himself tempt anyone. (14) But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. (15) Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.
When i was tempted i look for the Lord for a while, and yeild to temptations,
Because, I didn't understand, what exactly the Faith is, how I can live it,
if we truly live by Faith, it's entirely a different approach, it's horrible to live with it, yeah particularly when no one around knows what Faith is,
but to understand the concept of Faith, we need to spend much time, the more you sin, the more if you are thirst for the Lord means it works in a different way, the more you sin, if you try to give excuse of yourself means it works in a different way.
I feel understanding Faith needs lot of attention, Faith is a feeling of heart, its an action of Heart, when Faith is there Spirit works, you will be at rest, you can clearly see you goal, you know what you are speaking, you know what to say, you can easily analyse a person,situation or anything for that matter.
But yet again, we need to be very careful at this point, because slowly pride will encroach you, we need to see practically of ourself.
I understand, living Faith requires lots of dedicated mind, mostly on earth i feel, if you want to live by Faith, if you find a friend of same depth means it works, else, it's horrible to live with.
You face lots of odd situation for each situation there will be chance to lie.
For this concept, I feel, He need to understand how he is understanding Faith.
And since he is near to death, as stated above in verse, he need to cleanse himself, in reverse direction, conceiving, enticing, desires....
May God bless a Sinner like me and everyone...
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Family is ultimate Hope on Earth

As i have been in Sweden, due to my economic conditions, I'm not able to talk with my Family on phone, only media of communication is internet,
because of lack of communication, i almost lost my hope on my desired goal,
but one hour of talking with them by God's grace gave me a lot of hope,
I feel on this Earth, the most inspiring, motivating feeling comes from the Family,
of course, Godly presence should be primary and its mostly into spiritual, but yet again a living relationship comes only through family.
I felt very happy after a small conversation with my sister, as we live on this earth, no matter how many days we live, we should encourage one another in our family for Faith. Only Faith keeps spirit alive.
Monday, November 22, 2010


Often we think why we are so obsessed with lust, and we unknowingly or knowingly may have made our contribution for this lust in our childhood,
and all of sudden now you come to know that you are addicted towards it and you are unable to control it,
Bible tells us Matt 5:28 (NIV) [Jesus:] "But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.
But, we came to know that it is a sin, after adolescence age, now it's pathetic, horrible situation to deal with.
we will come to a level, where we will give lot of excuses for our self, to say that we are good to our self, the point which i want to talk is, how can we tackle this situation at this moment(age,present era).
I feel, it needs immense Faith to achieve it, basic thing is that we are forgetting that even they(female) might be a mom,daughter,sister to some other family, think about how we react if someone see's our family like that,
the point is respect, if we tend respect this point, i feel tiny amount of solution will come.
Ultimately He is the source, those who live in Him will never die spiritually, He needs to give the wisdom to understand these vulnerable temptations, and overcomes, I'm just thinking what might be the basic root for this lust, how we can uproot it, to find the micro root is very difficult, everyone will have there own experiences and there own roots, pluck it before it becomes a banyan tree.
If anyone who come across a any solution for this feel free to share it...
Understanding through Experience

It's very bad that we are much influenced with memory loss, often the things which are said to be remembered we won't, we remember only bad things, we don't feel to remember good things at all, only a person who has vision on it, can understand.
Because of this, we commit sin again and again, and say to our self, what I'm doing, i have been here before, and said to myself that i would never come here, and even i make some (cautious)points to remember.
But often it's good that we forget, because faith is not a second,minute,day or month thing, it should be burning all the time, so my point is that, if we forget, we have chance improve our faith, it doesn't mean we need to continuously sinning, but initial stage of a person to get into faith will be like this i feel, and my suggestion for those who struggling a lot on this gaining faith is that we need to write our experience, because
1. It gives you a clarity when u write.
2. We can remember for a while.
3. As we are discussing forgetfulness, it would stay a copy for your future.
I personally feel, if you can't understand anything from your experience, or if you live it for time being, i feel it's biggest mistake which we are doing, because
The experience with clarity will reduce your time for temptation,addiction, or anything.
I wish my idea would be helpful for anyone.
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