If you have a responsible aim, and if it sync's with Faith.. You will love playing it...

When any idea arrives in our mind, and that to when you are Faithfully....
It's the most lovable event you will ever experience, Living in Faith itself is wonderful experience...
prior to this, if you learn something in Faith, it's good for our self and to our brothers....
Sorry brothers, I hope, I understand very lately, but its good to understand him in him own time...
I feel very happy, when this little thoughts arise in my little mind, and now I feel very better in my Spiritual life after starting to write this blog....

God's is blessing me in his own way...

I'm happy for each and every minute experiences of him in my Life...

Try maintaining your spiritual condition burning, no matter whatever your condition might be...
Expect some unexpected things in your life,
like when you are going to new place, or to any occasion, mean to say, when you are dealing with world, be cautious and go with some expectations, so that you may not go astray....
Being Faithful is first priority, and to live in this world, we all have our own fields, where we need to live Faith while working...
But, still i'm not in the field of working, as of now, working or working on our aim doesn't make any difference, I feel, both ways we need to live Faith...

Friends, Finally I tell you, while in your life, It's hard to find a Faithful friend, so if a day arrives to get to know them, see them clearly,

I feel like writing clearly, another blog next time on this, because it's a life time relation.. and even the feeling of it making me happy..
and even I'm expecting the situation to arrive in my life...


May God Bless each one of us with a Faithful Friend for life time in this new year...

I pray for that for each one of us...

Because God want's us to have it....He will show us....I know...

Tolerance Point

I learnt a good lesson...
Here it goes...
I accepted Lord as my Saviour, but I also knew that, how frequently I broke his heart,
but after learning a little good out of bad, each time, in time I managed to learn and notice a lot of moral.
I felt very bad, when I have realized about this Tolerance point.

I can manage my thoughts and decisions...

If I don't feel comfortable at a certain place, I can easily make decision to move away from that place to a secured place, like this in many of thoughts I can decide on my own.

But thinking this, in the point of God's view,
Think, how hardly, how many times you might have broken his heart.
But, did He ever encountered you badly?
No...
you can Yes, but I feel, behind that event there would be a blessing....

I want you to think in this way, we have certain Tolerance point, beyond that we can't take in any more....

And If God also have a Tolerance point for you, Do you feel worthy to even receive forgiveness, after continuly breaking his Heart....
Think What you will do, if you are in his shoes..

Think, How beauty His heart his, How he is loving you again and again...

If we realize this, at least next time we will be less courageous to break his heart. Or may be you won't...

Good Luck...

May God be with us....

God will speak to you in many ways...

I can say rather He comforts you in many ways, you can assume this also a way of speaking...
I was very disturbed last few days for a decision which I have to choose for my career, I'm frustrated, I'm in a very complex situation, Frankly I was away from my Faith a while, but, out of this frustration there evolved a beautiful solution... and with realization... He is an amazing God, very comforting (nothing but speaking in his Own way)...
I like the way God approaches, each one of us, in his own way...
you have to see him with your understanding, that's all.....
when you realize this, Give thanks for : out of your foolishness he has shown a way, never let yourself to forget this, blog this like this,
it might be proof for yourself for improving Faith in future..
Sorry, I was afraid of my poor memory...
That's why I'm doing like this..
Do share your Faith with me....

May God with us....

One thing led's to another

After writing these blogs, I felt now, these and all might be my feelings to be Faithful, but I feel Faith doesn't build up like that if you stick to your own philosophy. I don't know actually,
I think these all experiences might be sum up, to get me slowly into His path.
I feel, Final commitment should be Faith,
So I will tell you a small event, to remember ourself about Faith,
Think Faith as a Respiration, since you can't live with air, It's easy way to remember always about Faith in this way.
You might question me why to do like this, if you are really a true spiritual person ?
I feel, as we are living in this world, there is a lot of tendency to get easily moved with world,
The probability out of this to keep ourself with Lord is Faith,
And It's very hard to maintain it, so I feel we need to figure out some of the ways to be in Faith....
As i have said the heart will also speak, and we need to listen quitely, so respiration is linked with heart,
when you inhale air the heart will enlarge, where you can make yourself to listen to heart also....
I think it might sound weird to you...
But, I feel, as long as, things keep upto Faith..

It's good...

May God be with us....

Are you Neglecting your Eyes....

Seeing a real event, directly or through any medium is same.

Seeing a virtual(Television, Movies) or real(Day to Day life), doesn’t makes any difference, it might be ..
1. If you dream about something.
2. If you see physically anything.
3. if you see it through an electronic device.

If you get a visualization, then, it doesn’t matter, how you get it, if it comes under a sin. you can’t say, that’s only a dream, and there is a tendency to become what you thought off. Here, its not only about the dreams, everyone will think the content (movies), we watch in television or cinema won’t reflect in our lives in anyway. Its, not true, one of the commandment says in,
Exodus 20:17
You shall not covet your neighbor's house. You shall not covet your neighbor's wife, or his manservant or maidservant, his ox or donkey, or anything that belongs to your neighbor.".
Do you, at any point after watching the movie can say, it didn’t portray, such evil in it. There are lot of imbalances with respect to Bible, in 98% of movies. In simple, you are seeing a virtual with real feeling, the thoughts of it can effect you in some point of your life. You have to be Pure means Pure.
Now I feel, its true to leave everything(every thing). If you want to die...

Because one small event will give rise to another, another to another, unknowingly you will come into chaos condition, with out your identity you will sin...
Again you feel bad about it...
we need to understand very basic things, what ever you see with our naked eye, it will have an impact on us.
check, whether you might be seeing out of your own passion.

Bible, says,
1 John 2:16

(16) For all that is in the world—the lust of the flesh, the lust of the eyes, and the pride of life—is not of the Father but is of the world.


It’s true, so be careful with the word, don’t take it easy of your eyes, again it says,

Matthew 6:12
"The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light.


so next time, don’t be shy to hesitate, to get away from any of this imbalance situations.


May God be with us, in every understanding...

And use for his Glory....

Ever thought that you have to deal with 2 idealogies all the time.....

Yes,
It's true, it's our brain and heart,
you may ask how can a heart think ?
yes, it happens spiritually....

Glory to all, who identify the difference,
I'm starting to observe the difference, please, carefully listen to your heart, it will always guide you in the right way, In Psalms it has said, Human spirit is the lamp to God, It searches all the hidden things...
True,
I feel Spirit resides in heart, one has listen very carefully, if you really feel it, then you feel so accompained....

Particularly, after conversion please follow your heart, because i don't want to write about, how brain thinks...

In Bible it says, lean not to your own understanding but on God's....

If you rely on Brain, it's only your thoughts, and you know where your thoughts will takes you....

I firmly can say, please help yourself to be meek to get initially to get into synchronous with your heart... Once you understand, you will be meek on your own will....

God Help us in understanding this....

Please do share your Faith...

May God be with us...

Dont get discouraged, when you are not in Faith intially

Initially when I was converted, after 2 weeks, I have observed that I was being tempted again, the question that arouse in my mind are
1. Did I make my confession truly.
2. What happened, why my Faith is only for few days.
3. Is it, that hard to keep Faith.
4. What happens from now on.

But, actually I have observed that, you will be confident and courageous when you are in Faith, when you come across of implementation of Faith, with respect to your previous life, initially it would be hard.

It's not like, when you ask forgiveness for everything, and you are relived from your bondage's, yes, you are relived from your bondage's with respect to God, as he is every Loving Father, but, what about you,
Do you think, you have relived yourself from you.
NO.
Here comes the real implementation of Faith in our day to day life, this is one of the meaning of Faith.
when you come across a normal situation of your previous life after conversion, feel, it's just like a test, we need write it with Faith.
So, don't get discouraged initially when you feel, you are not living up to expected.
It, happens in everyone's life, we are humans, and our Father will let us know how we make our path smooth. Pray humbly, after conversion every step is so important.
Prayer and Reading word will help us a lot, they are like two wings for a Bird(Bible).
Next time, don't get discouraged by temptation, know that it's a test for your Faith. And we(Converts) have to live by Faith. That's what, we have stood for.

And I'm also happy, to know a little meaning of Faith...

I have started to read this book,


hope it will comfort you..

Keep sharing your Faith...

May God with us...

What happens if you think of sin after Conversion..

I feel, one has to by heart remember this verses..
Ja. 1:14 but each one is tempted when, by his own evil desire, he is
dragged away and enticed.
Ja. 1:15 Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin,
when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
Ja. 1:16 Don’t be deceived, my dear brothers.

Yes, it's true everyone are tempted by our own desires, after conversion, you have to be very careful, you are not old, you are new in Christ, there should be some difference, and you must observe a difference in you, like.
1. you will be meek, slow.
2. you will be honest to yourself.
3. you will be honest to others.
4. you won't tend to speak, unless it's important.
5. you will be at peace.
6. you will be courageous.
7. importantly you will be analyzing always your condition in spirit.
8. you will updating yourself, by comparing you life with past.
9. if anything need to asked for forgiveness, you will do it with heart.
and there will be many more depending upon the level you are in the spirit, these are few which I have observed.
But, again as we are human's we suffer with memory loss, but true Faith will help us out of it, because it's just like a spring, never stops itself. Which will balance our condition to be ON in christ always.
I think, we need to be very cautious of every step we take after conversion,
1. whom we talk with.
2. what we talk.
3. whom we make friends.
4. How to deal with old friends.
5. How to tackle a situation if it is non spiritual.
They are certain things, which we should be very careful about, because these are points where we communicate a lot. Which may lead to astray our self from the Lord very easily.

So, as per the above verse, unknowingly we might have desires for something, and we might be enticed with it. We might sin again and again. If you consider these as three stages, you have to know at which stage you at. And fourth stage is, Sin when it fully grows gives birth to death.
I consider my self, that I'm nearer to fourth stage, one point I clearly want to state is that, in my life I have seen number of times, if you sin after conversion, you will go back ten times worst of your previous life, and it's hard to resume again to spiritual condition. It will take so much of time.

I say, Better dedicate our self firmly.
Finally,

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when
he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that
God has promised to those who love him.(James 1:12).

Try to face test Boldly, keep in mind that whenever you are about face temptation, feel it as a test.
Faithfully, ask God for help.

Ja. 1:5 If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives
generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to
him.
Ja. 1:6 But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he
who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the
wind.

Ask with no doubt, Keep Faith alive..

Keep sharing your experiences also, as a fellowship, we need to encourage one another like this, I feel..


May God be with us..

Intial journey in Faith

I have seen myself a lot of times, declining in Faith when I'm in Faith, because when you regret your sin and ask for forgiveness, it will stay that day, but as time goes on every sin seems to be new, since you are experienced in that, again it tries to tempt you,you have to be careful about understanding these situations.
First of all we need to be in peace, quite, meek, and mostly in Faith.
Even though it might be a little temptation while you were a sinner, now it becomes biggest temptation, so be careful in choosing your path, if you are committed for Lord,
He will guide you, but initially after you conversion you need to take steps so slowly...
I'm writing these events because it might be useful for someone, who is like me...

May God be with us...

Are you allowing to be Tempted !

Yes,

When one is feeding on milk as per James, or who are in chaos condition, that whether they can be converted or not, or the people who feel they are converted, but don't realize they actual condition, these are the people who don't understand the meaning of faith in naked form.

Me, I use to blame on myself that I'm unable to overcome this temptations, no matter who many times I try, and even I use to give philosophy that, we had come across that problems, addictions in past, so, they remain in us till we die, yes, it's true,
Everyone has there own weakness, they might be struggling to get over it,
I have struggled a lot to get over it, all the time I use to say, I can't take it, I'm not worthy to live, Why have I born, happens to everyone..

But, I have realized, at my initial or blaming stage, I have allowed to be tempted,
I like my addiction a lot, I don't want to get rid of it, I was acting outwards, but internally i knew that as long as I have a soft feeling about it I can't said to be converted, I'm allowing Satan to tempt me by taking hold of my past,
Even Bible say's ask for forgiveness and detest the sin, then only we will be born again, I know It's very difficult, but If you really want to be converted, I feel you need a space, and people around who can encourage and observe what's happening in you,
Last day I have read Galatians 1 chapter, it says after getting converted even St.Paul had flew to certain areas where he is unknown, I feel at the time of conversion we really need a space, where we can exactly see our self...
and understand what's my meaning is...
we need to catch our temptations and detest them...

May God be with us....

While walking with little Faith

Last Night I had a very good verse,
Ga. 3:23 Before this faith came, we were held prisoners by the law,
locked up until faith should be revealed.
Ga. 3:24 So the law was put in charge to lead us to Christ [Or charge
until Christ came] that we might be justified by faith.
Ga. 3:25 Now that faith has come, we are no longer under the
supervision of the law.
Ga. 3:26 You are all sons of God through faith in Christ Jesus,
Ga. 3:27 for all of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed
yourselves with Christ.
These days as I was much into facebook, im not reading Bible, I'm reading only few verses randomly, I think it's not a good way, we can't understand what Lord is taking with us.
But, while walking with Little Faith, we need to be very careful, you will become courageous, even you will intend to think sinning positively, the life after is not as before, if it is like that you need to mend, else it will go back to previous state, what are things which are to be mended, you only knows.
I feel when you are in Little Faith, you will be quite stronger than previous, try controlling the ability to share your personal, and their would be lot of tests about before life, in every situation you have act genuinely if you thrust for the Lord,
I hope starting days would be difficulty, but as days pass by everything will be settled..
example if you come across a situation of watching movies, what will you do, first you must realize like a test, else there would be no difference now and before....
Don't follow you, follow Faith, but you need to be aware of yourself...

Identifying, Unexpected Pleasurable feelings

Last Evening I was in Church, I sat in the front row, very near to the quire,
The quire was awesome, especially one song I love it, but i realized that, there are some things in our life, which we may not come across yet, but it's very fascinating to experience the unexpected, but don't literally abandon it, because it's very hard to find the things which we are really interested in..
That too good ones....

Did you ever felt Music develops Hypocrisy

From my childhood, I was addicted to music, i use to dream that im singing and dancing while music is on, I never felt that it would effect me a lot,
I don't say to hear to music is not good thing,
But we need to hear in the way we have to hear,
After this many days, when I'm realizing, I felt that it's slowly increasing my hypocritical behavior, I never felt it bad, since it gives immense pleasure, while listening, even yet times even if i realize, I kept silent, because I don't want it to go away from me....

But the fact is that, if we stand for the word, we need to see the loop holes which are in us, to get to know the clarity on us, and also realize the fact, and ask for forgiveness, realization is the most important factor, if someone likes a thing a lot means, even though it might make him struggle a lot, or he might in great distress because of that, he never feels to give it up..
You start realize only when you are meek,
even Bible it says, when you repent, be meek, for me i understood, it is said, because for us to know us clearly, and get rid of ourself...
I finally will say, if a man love to stand on the word,
then he must agree that he love to die himself...
else you are deceiving yourself...

God bless us....

Memory problem

As we know that, we can't able to remember the good things more often, only bad things are said to be remembered, since we practice bad things, we won't practice good things, yahoo we got the answer, answer:) practice good until you remember the good things...

New thoughts in New Location

Often we don't discover that we exists, we just go like that,
but i feel, depending upon the situation, if we tend to be in right place means we will be motivated by it automatically, I'm speaking about be alone in different place, if want to study, if you be at your lab it would be better, rather than thinking to be in bed and operate by your laptop, often we don't think that, at what time we need to be alone and at what place, example: if your house is big, and you might be living with your companion, but almost unknowingly we live with our friends, beloved, or anyone, we tend to spend lot of time with them, but if you spare a little time to be alone, and think what's happening you can get new thoughts which are inspiring or thoughts which would analyze you, else it might be a snowy day, u can just sit and watch snowing alone for a while.

What will a Beliver think, if he is tempted about his addiction

It's quite pathetic, situation, for a Beliver, after addiction to get converted.

we can say, he is a wise person to make such decision, yet again, it's all about our memory, Human memory tends to remember the things which are not to be remembered,
we are like that, we can't find wrong in anything about it,
at this point it's horrible for him to cope up with situations if he is tempted again,
It's good if he worries or struggles a lot with that situation, because out of distress comes little hope towards light,
I like this verse a lot, I almost tried to byhard it, but i'm faling, even it's worth to remember the verse and location in james.
James 1:13-15

(13) Let no one say when he is tempted, "I am tempted by God"; for God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does He Himself tempt anyone. (14) But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. (15) Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.



When i was tempted i look for the Lord for a while, and yeild to temptations,
Because, I didn't understand, what exactly the Faith is, how I can live it,
if we truly live by Faith, it's entirely a different approach, it's horrible to live with it, yeah particularly when no one around knows what Faith is,
but to understand the concept of Faith, we need to spend much time, the more you sin, the more if you are thirst for the Lord means it works in a different way, the more you sin, if you try to give excuse of yourself means it works in a different way.

I feel understanding Faith needs lot of attention, Faith is a feeling of heart, its an action of Heart, when Faith is there Spirit works, you will be at rest, you can clearly see you goal, you know what you are speaking, you know what to say, you can easily analyse a person,situation or anything for that matter.

But yet again, we need to be very careful at this point, because slowly pride will encroach you, we need to see practically of ourself.

I understand, living Faith requires lots of dedicated mind, mostly on earth i feel, if you want to live by Faith, if you find a friend of same depth means it works, else, it's horrible to live with.
You face lots of odd situation for each situation there will be chance to lie.

For this concept, I feel, He need to understand how he is understanding Faith.

And since he is near to death, as stated above in verse, he need to cleanse himself, in reverse direction, conceiving, enticing, desires....

May God bless a Sinner like me and everyone...

Family is ultimate Hope on Earth

As i have been in Sweden, due to my economic conditions, I'm not able to talk with my Family on phone, only media of communication is internet,
because of lack of communication, i almost lost my hope on my desired goal,
but one hour of talking with them by God's grace gave me a lot of hope,
I feel on this Earth, the most inspiring, motivating feeling comes from the Family,
of course, Godly presence should be primary and its mostly into spiritual, but yet again a living relationship comes only through family.
I felt very happy after a small conversation with my sister, as we live on this earth, no matter how many days we live, we should encourage one another in our family for Faith. Only Faith keeps spirit alive.

Often we think why we are so obsessed with lust, and we unknowingly or knowingly may have made our contribution for this lust in our childhood,
and all of sudden now you come to know that you are addicted towards it and you are unable to control it,
Bible tells us Matt 5:28 (NIV) [Jesus:] "But I tell you that anyone who looks at a woman lustfully has already committed adultery with her in his heart.
But, we came to know that it is a sin, after adolescence age, now it's pathetic, horrible situation to deal with.
we will come to a level, where we will give lot of excuses for our self, to say that we are good to our self, the point which i want to talk is, how can we tackle this situation at this moment(age,present era).
I feel, it needs immense Faith to achieve it, basic thing is that we are forgetting that even they(female) might be a mom,daughter,sister to some other family, think about how we react if someone see's our family like that,
the point is respect, if we tend respect this point, i feel tiny amount of solution will come.
Ultimately He is the source, those who live in Him will never die spiritually, He needs to give the wisdom to understand these vulnerable temptations, and overcomes, I'm just thinking what might be the basic root for this lust, how we can uproot it, to find the micro root is very difficult, everyone will have there own experiences and there own roots, pluck it before it becomes a banyan tree.

If anyone who come across a any solution for this feel free to share it...

Understanding through Experience

It's very bad that we are much influenced with memory loss, often the things which are said to be remembered we won't, we remember only bad things, we don't feel to remember good things at all, only a person who has vision on it, can understand.
Because of this, we commit sin again and again, and say to our self, what I'm doing, i have been here before, and said to myself that i would never come here, and even i make some (cautious)points to remember.
But often it's good that we forget, because faith is not a second,minute,day or month thing, it should be burning all the time, so my point is that, if we forget, we have chance improve our faith, it doesn't mean we need to continuously sinning, but initial stage of a person to get into faith will be like this i feel, and my suggestion for those who struggling a lot on this gaining faith is that we need to write our experience, because
1. It gives you a clarity when u write.
2. We can remember for a while.
3. As we are discussing forgetfulness, it would stay a copy for your future.

I personally feel, if you can't understand anything from your experience, or if you live it for time being, i feel it's biggest mistake which we are doing, because

The experience with clarity will reduce your time for temptation,addiction, or anything.

I wish my idea would be helpful for anyone.